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This Moment
Jumat, 01 Juli 2011 | by Resha

30 Juni 2011 

Everytime i saw him it just Daydream or ...?

Aku bermimpi aneh semalam. Mimpi tentang dia. Lelaki itu. Mimpi yang membangunkanku tiba-tiba. Mimpi tentang hal yang tak pernah kuduga sebelumnya. Hal yang menakutkanku hingga saat aku bangun. Dan membuatku tak ingin melihatnya lagi..
Tapi nyatanya beberapa hal dari mimpiku sudah menjadi kenyataan. Tinggal hal terburuk. 
Aku menahan diriku untuk tak melakukan hal-hal aneh hari ini. Dan dia sudah berada disekitarku lagi.
Kenapa aku mulai takut melihatmu? Padahal aku sungguh merindukanmu...

Ya Allah... lelaki itu adalah lelaki yang kurindukan..
Tapi aku tak punya keberanian untuk melihat ataupun menemuinya.

On the moment...
I'm laughing with my friend, his friend and my boy..
I want to move from where I was standing when I was sure he started walking toward me. 
I don't want him to see but it was too late.
I turned to him and he saw me. Gaze which I can't understand [again].
My God, this time his gaze made ​​me confused.
Confused about whether he hates me or something.
Gaze that long from the time I fell in love with him that night. 
As long as he looked at me, my heart stopped. 
All the things around me stopped suddenly. 
My brain works harder. Trying to interpret his view...

And today... 1 July 2011
i don't saw him from this morning. He locked himself in a room. And i'm ready to go.
I just can say "be careful when you home"
bye, love..

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