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Song of today. yesterday. forever
Minggu, 10 Juli 2011 | by Resha


kau tak sepenuhnya sendiri
aku kan slalu ada disini

mengapa oh mengapa dirimu
penuh dengan rasa bimbang

tak perlu kau pergi tuk mencari
mencari arti cinta

The lyric is right indeed. Proper intended to him or to me. Old song that I heard in the last time I met him.
On the last day of programming subjects for next term.

08 July 2011
On early morning on the sidelines of my sleep I heard the roar of his motorcycle. I was hoping he wouldn't see in all directions and saw me being there.
I'm afraid he'll go away from me because I'm sure he's changed lately. I don't want to hurt him. But it seems he already knew where I was with my boyfriend. I was felt it.

Pretty soon I heard some melodious songs from his room...
Mungkinkah masih ada waktu
Yang tersisa untukku
Mungkinkah masih ada cinta di hatimu

[There is always time for you. There is always love in my heart] 

Andaikan saja aku tahu
Kau tak hadirkan cintamu
Inginku melepasmu dengan pelukan 

[You're wrong if believed that I have no love for you. I keep love in deep on my heart so that no one else realized I still love you. So don't ever give me the last hug. I don't want it. I want you always present in my days] 

Sesal yang datang selalu
Takkan membuatmu kembali
Maafkan aku yang tak pernah tahu
Hingga semuanya pun kini tlah berlalu 

[Yes you're right! I do regret the things you say. Regret everything that happened. But you're wrong if you think that I would never go back because of my regrets. I never go.
You don't have to regret not knowing my feeling to you. because that feeling is always there. Whenever you want I'll show you. So once again, there is no end for us]

Maafkan aku
Maafkan aku 

[i forgive you. always forgive your mistakes]

I only saw him when I was getting ready to go home. When I stared at my laptop screen. But I could not see clearly. He was behind me. I love him.


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